Religion is just a LIE…..

Priest arrested after being found nude from waist down at adult book store. He is risen

Don’t do as I do, do as I tell you!

BULLSHIT!

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

I’m doing waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much livin’ in the past.

And the hits just keep on coming D. At least for CG they do, and via proxy to us. On top of the anxiety she’s been dealing with, one of her suite mates at school was killed in an accident over the weekend. It’s a fucking nightmare D and it just won’t stop.

Well, I’ve gone and done it. I’ve passed along a death sentence, at least for one’s mental health. CG is having some serious depression and anxiety issues this semester. Thanks to her dear, old dad. ME! What a great gift huh D? DAMN IT! I’ve fucked it up all over again. Should have known it and done myself in when I had the chance. Too damn late now. FUCK!

Yep, that’d be me…..

Was angry on the way in to work today. Don’t know why, nothing really set me off. I did manage to nip it in the bud though. I just told myself to shut up, relax and just let the day flow on. So far, so good.

HAPPY Friday the 13th D! It’s a GREAT day to be alive!

Got our first measurable snow last night D. Two hour drive home. WOO HOO! I did expect it though so I was calm throughout the ride home. Typical first big snow of the year leads to typical dipshit drivers out on the road. Lots of spin outs and off road adventures for folks. Dumbasses!

No big plans for the weekend D. Should be another quiet one spent around the house.

Oh, before I forget, even though it took two hours to get home last night, I still did my workout. In the past, I would have begged off and not done it but I did it! COOL! I’m certainly feeling it today, or maybe it’s from the snow blowing and shoveling from this morning. How’s that John Mellancamp song to? “You make it hurt so good?”

Later D.

Hey D, we’re getting our first real snow of the year today. You KNOW what that means. Yup, probably a 2 – 2.5 hour drive home. YIPPEE!

Guess I’ll get to practice my deep breathing exercises on the way home. Hopefully, I won’t get too despondent, I have a workout scheduled for tonight. Must maintain the momentum I’ve gained over the past week and a half.

Of course, I’m sure there’s gonna be plenty of accidents. Hell, people can’t fucking drive when it’s nice out. Add a little snow and ice and WHAMMO! Death and destruction everywhere! As long as I’m not involved in it D. I’ve always LOVED chaos.

Spending my downtime at work fantasizing about fucking my co-workers. Focusing on G today. She has black  hair, is tall, has a very nice ass and lovely titties. Damn would I like to get her in some red or black lingerie and just fuck her silly. I could kneel down before her and be right at pussy and ass level for some passionate oral. She’s pretty quiet so I’m thinking she’d be a screamer in bed. I’d love to get her in bed with TW and see where it goes. Maybe I’d get to blow my load over both of them.

Then there’s my favorite slave fuck crush, S. Since the “incident” with her many years ago, my sex fantasies with her involve me dominating her to one orgasm after another. She’d look great tied up and ball gagged. I’d fuck every hole she has until she passed out. Then, I’d wake her up again and do it all over. She’d swallow a LOT of my cum. Yep, definitely very dark fantasies regarding her.

Oh well, back to reality.

Feel very drained and tired today D. Didn’t do a whole hell of a lot over the weekend. I’m guessing it’s the Full Moon Fever striking again. The moon looked pretty full this morning on my drive into work. I don’t feel particularly down or depressed so I’m just gonna blame it on the moon. Hey, that sure sounds like a song by Bob Seger. HA!