11-09-09.1

Posted in Life on November 9, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

Ah, another glorious Monday! Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, sorry, couldn’t say that with a straight face. Busy weekend D. A trip, a party, computer woes, it all added up to one hell of a weekend. I’m tired today D. Very, very tired. I don’t think I’m depressed, just physically and emotionally down. Hopefully, things will pick up soon. Been busy today at work, so that’s good.

Well, here’s to a great week!

11-4-09.1

Posted in Life on November 4, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,

It’s Not About Obama

YEAH, RIGHT.

11-02-09.2

Posted in Depression, Life on November 2, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

Must remember NOT to blog before having my first cup of java in the morning.

Death watch 2009 is off, for now.

11-02-09.1

Posted in Depression, Life on November 2, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

Something snapped yesterday and this morning, I’ve decided to kill myself. Probably not right away but I can feel it building, building, building. I drove like a zombie this morning, just set my brain on cruise control and off I went. I can’t take it anymore D. I just can’t. It’s time to end this charade and go to hell like I’m supposed to. Thanks for listening over the years D, you’ve been a good friend.

Good bye.

10-31-09.1

Posted in Life on October 31, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

Happy Halloween D! Are you wearing anything scary today? Me? Oh, I’m just gonna be myself, that’s scary enough, no?

I’m trying to be more grateful D. I’m trying to be more thankful for all the things I’ve been given: great adoptive parents; a wonderful wife; three great kids; wonderful, sexy in-laws; a good job with wonderful people to work with you know D, all the stuff I’ve taken for granted before.

So, to whatever Great Spirit there is, THANK YOU and I’m truly sorry for being such a whiny, bitchy, drama queen.

10-29-09.1

Posted in Life on October 29, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

It’s almost time D. It’s almost time for my favorite holiday, Halloween! I know, I know, it’s not an “official” holiday, but it’s older than any other holiday isn’t it? Anyway, time for ghosts, monsters, goblins and monsters to arise. Of course, those monstrous legends have nothing on us today do they D? Hell, we kill more people with words, pictures, and guns than any movie or legendary monster could.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN D!

10-23-09.1

Posted in Life on October 23, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

Man, I’m trapped in the day that won’t end! I feel like I’ve been at work for three days today! It sucks! The only good thing? It’s fucking Friday! HELL YEAH D!

It should be a fairly quiet weekend. Nothing to do but odd stuff around the house. Nothing major, just little things here and there. Maybe I’ll catch up on some sleep. I sure could use it D!

Have a great weekend D!

10-20-09.1

Posted in Depression, High Anxiety! on October 20, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

I’m swinging between depressed and anxious today D. Can’t put my finger on it but I’m sure our current money woes are the major cause. Another LARGE car repair bill is looming. I can at least put it off till next year. The mechanic says the car will still run fine but it will eventually need to be fixed. Sigh, this one on top of the last one (over $800) and I’m down and out in paradise.

Things just seem to go from bad to worse these days for us D. Whatever cosmic vendetta is being wrought upon us, it sucks. So much for doing things right D. Ugh.

10-19-09.1

Posted in Depression, Life on October 19, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

Down severely today D. Car needs major repair work, I’ve built up so much CC debt (due to emergency situations, no really, I’m not kiddin’) I’ll have two kids in college next year (again).

It seems that just when things are getting better, SLAM, life fucks us over again.

10-18-09.1

Posted in Life on October 18, 2009 by Mr M-D

Dear D,

An open letter to the current administration….

Blaming past administrations is counterproductive and unnecessary. Been there, done that.

We voted you in to change things. CHANGE THEM.

I don’t care how, just get ‘er done.

Let’s face it, Afghanistan is a lost cause. Just ask the Russians. It’s time to move on and get US back on track here in the states.

Thank you and good luck.